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i was walking on the path

waiting for my own shadow

memories filled my head

regretion gave me the energy

the way was known

but destination tuk itself away

my shadow came beside me

just to knock me down

i still kept moving ahead

jus to conquer the thots of it

it wasnt jus a part of me

rather it completed me

it shatterd me wenever it came

tuk away the reason of my existence

the mirror even mocked me

laughed at my silent lonliness

i tried to put my head up again

kept crossing hurdles coming

moved with a smiling posture

headed without the reason

An image stopped by me

i was though standin rockstill

was it a test or a gift

questions just crossed me over

the search itself answered me

removed the fear prevailing

a hesitation jus stopped me

showd me my experienceS

i lukd back to learn

but the past seemed blank

the image laughed and spoke

I AM THE REASON U R COMPLETE

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i see a thousand face in da crowd

dey smyl laugh cry sob on each other

share da relation of a carin shoulder

beat the complexities of the society

they deny the limit of their age

promise to hold each other forever

turn each other into humans

and not just competing animals

on their way dey find more companions

givin dem da same dignity nd promise

to hold each other wen dey crumble

to keep each other warm in dark nd cold

but the sand of tym keeps pourin down

the realisation of survival creeps into

the promise sounds like fairy tales

they kick each other to overtake

crushing the other throwing dem in dilema

to make a ladder for dreams of their own

surviving evry second in the race of life

concluding wich dey stand so alone

but still a shadow follows behind

unknowingly bein everywhere needed

stayin upright to keep us secured

holdin us up in solitude

a shadow known but not close

followed all da fairy tales promise

stood like a guiding star

and henceforth named as a "FRIEND"

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u came into my mind like a star ,

i thot it to be a light of happiness,

i ran to catch it nd hide it widin me ,

to keep me alive in the mess i live,

u gav all i cud xpect frm myself ,

became da one guiding me ,

a guide to sorow to tear me apart,

i stil accepted u as my heart ,

u played wid me til i gave up,

held me high nd dropped me down,

i kept myself as proper as i cud,

stil wid a hope to find a light,

a false desire kept me alive,

i stil reached out to feel u,

standing on my knees beggin,

i was kicked like an emotion fool.

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the days went endless....
the nights wents sleepless...
tried to find ur face in da crowd ,
tried to comprehend the complexities ,



bt i failed in acheivin it ,
in search of happiness nd light ,
i discovered new paths of darkness ,
with solitude nd lonliness ,



previously thns haunted my mind ,
didnt new what it was ,
a heavenly time or a nitemare lived ,
still it seemed very absurd ,



i wanted to show many thots ,
that were deep in my mind nd heart,
bt time beated me once again ,
i cudnt reveal what lived inside me ,



though a fresh dawn came with it new light ,
removed the darkness that kept creeping ,
the light showed a new way to joy ,
it turned around the montonous life ,



i walked the new path gifted ,
it filled da dark skies with rainbows ,
i could sing nd dance freely again ,
i started playing with colors once again ,

the dream i always thot of ,
the way i always wanted to live ,
my angel granted it to me ,
a way directed by my will,

but stil the neverending fear prevails ,
is it ova or it resides inside me ,
the taste of it i dun wan to feel again ,
the path yet runs beside me .

A SHOCK OR A REALISATION

I was schockd , i was stunned , i was taken aback

i use to bring a smile wenever i met ,

a smile dat makes each nd every witness dance ,

a smile dat makes trees bow and birds chrip ,

a smile dat makes the moon stagnant ,

a smile dat even makes the stars sing ,

a smile dat makes me move wenever m down ,

an everlasting enchanting smile.

jus to xplain the thns bursting in mah head ,

i took the glitter off the face ,

i made the eyes dip in water ,

i put the smile to deep silence ,

i couldnt make the words unsaid,

i couldnt look the pain inside ,

i couldnt stop the nature's rage ,

i couldnt make the tears dry ,

i couldnt hold her in her arms ,

i felt like a murderer ,

whu took all the happiness away ,

whu made the nature shed tears ,

whu killd what she always had ,

whu mudered his own peace ,

till i cried wid all of mah heart ,

and called the smile of her back ,

she smiled again and made me realize ,

hw sumone's tear can make me cry .

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