i thot it to be a light of happiness,
i ran to catch it nd hide it widin me ,
to keep me alive in the mess i live,
u gav all i cud xpect frm myself ,
became da one guiding me ,
a guide to sorow to tear me apart,
i stil accepted u as my heart ,
u played wid me til i gave up,
held me high nd dropped me down,
i kept myself as proper as i cud,
stil wid a hope to find a light,
a false desire kept me alive,
i stil reached out to feel u,
standing on my knees beggin,
i was kicked like an emotion fool.
