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the days went endless....
the nights wents sleepless...
tried to find ur face in da crowd ,
tried to comprehend the complexities ,



bt i failed in acheivin it ,
in search of happiness nd light ,
i discovered new paths of darkness ,
with solitude nd lonliness ,



previously thns haunted my mind ,
didnt new what it was ,
a heavenly time or a nitemare lived ,
still it seemed very absurd ,



i wanted to show many thots ,
that were deep in my mind nd heart,
bt time beated me once again ,
i cudnt reveal what lived inside me ,



though a fresh dawn came with it new light ,
removed the darkness that kept creeping ,
the light showed a new way to joy ,
it turned around the montonous life ,



i walked the new path gifted ,
it filled da dark skies with rainbows ,
i could sing nd dance freely again ,
i started playing with colors once again ,

the dream i always thot of ,
the way i always wanted to live ,
my angel granted it to me ,
a way directed by my will,

but stil the neverending fear prevails ,
is it ova or it resides inside me ,
the taste of it i dun wan to feel again ,
the path yet runs beside me .